Hey brother. I'm proud of you for continuing to better yourself. Even when you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Im proud of your continuous growth. I'm glad that you keep swinging at an opponent that appears bigger and tougher. That enemy has been defeated by our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. He cheated death so that you could live as His image. So that you could live and not die! So that others can see Him when they look at you. He cheated death so that we can tell others all about Him so that they can be saved also.